do i have the perfect and forever place in these whole wide world ?
sometimes , however i felt in deep and deeper feeling that i'm not worth it to be in this beutiful life of human races . from day to days , i felt if i'm not here what different would i make because i've seen that my family will have happiness as soon my soul dissapear and my dear friends have their life withuout me just fine. am i saying the right word ? why am i saying this if i'm not looking bye my own two round naked eyes . i always felt lonely , for this meantime , none seem to understand me well and completely . WHY ? i have so much time to use and waste in my long journey of life , but now when i'm 13 i seem to loose hope . i know and will always keep telling my self to live whenever your given time by god to breath . and i'm sending this message as i'm telling you to live your life and won't you ever miss it for a second .
life is a juorney and the road that we chose is the journey we shall have !
