update

Sudah berkurun lamanya tak menge-post . Perbahasan pun dah bertukar . post ni would be the first one in malay but not in a full form .ouh sekarang dah cuti sekolah . tak tahu nak buad ape . tapi  one thing , sesiapa yang ade bukak belog nih kira sangat hebad . sejak bila huh last aku bukak bende nih .nak membukak pun punyalah susah  password sikit punya susah nak ingat . ade yang bertanya ,tak kesian kea dengan blog bersawang tak post ape ape. well , i'm not sory for that . ape yang nak sory nye kan . heh . nice to give what i had in mind. nice to see you guys far from just the mind . okay bye

there there

hello hey hoi , long time no nothing . eheh . it is such a long long time that this window never been click by somebody with have nobody to memories them . actually there is . hmm . . let see . what to post what to say what to think . okay i'm starting with this one . TONES things happened . and my dear follower won't have the guds for them to ask for the answers . hee . that's not a crime okay . the thing is , i really do attracted by many blog design that are just a design with glitter and pig in it . ouh and by using our mother tougue language "bahasa melayu" or "bahasa malaysia" have drown me to take step on changing my language in this blog to them . so please live not even a single word on that . i think to myself and you'll se on my upcoming post okay ? ^^

i am still living body

posting is not my main intension when my eyes witness a pc been open
hear we are facing our story to gatherd and share . a lot of timing that seems not to think by posting words to this pages for my blog . thousand activities , style , stuff happen a long i was gone by the weeks .i am not officially in 14 years old of living by the time is not yet . the past have written that my brain have finally lendding safely toward the first exam in form two , and everything is not quit fine like always . i am trying to settle everything in everytime , so give me way that give path to finish where it all started .

nature fears you

we feared nature
now nature fears you and money is your new good
the phrase up above is just taken a second a go by the poem from the brilliant Indian man alive in Malaysia . a lot of big phenomena that gives a major big impact on living human and creatures . as the sample that going around the head wondering why did the disaster happen on the path that they were staying ? bad stuff won't give an early worn to take it's move . we can only give the whole that describe hope to the mighty good of all races . in Japan , there's a big wave called tsunami as you all been told , at Yaman , the people are strugle with their own country problem . and ofcorse at Egypt   , our students that take a knowledge to live have to strugle hard enough to get out of the dear country . the goverment should announce how guilty we are in these modern years . the mother earth suffers toward our own causes !

Maulidur Rasul

celebrating this tereasures day , will be the most wanted thing to do by the muslims . as myself been called a muslim , i am grateful to live in this day , to see how this celebration been celebrate by my sisters and brothers gatherd and walk with the peace sound of our prophet Nabi Muhammad S.W.T. no other religion are more beutiful than Islam's . THANK YOU for giving chance for us to live throgh the path of truth . for the people who are born in this religion are the most lucky human being could ever imagine .

single wish

happy happy belated 21 years of leaving in a date called the fifth febuary in thousand something
for the small info is , the human who been located up here is my second sister who is confirm a date to be above me in the siblings , duhh . well this post are been dedicate full to her for celebrating her old days becoming old 21, haha . one thing to say before thing started , HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SISTA ! love the way you are never hate the way you not or something . wish the best of everydays that comes to be the very best ever . let the past be gone and make way for the future to begin . fullfill your dreams with us and succesfull . love love and love you so much , i am truly sorry to know , to talk and to say that you are old , muahaha . we always love ya and forever will be . for the preasant thingie , i just go with mum , i got nothing to spent but the day for today will makes you special as you always am .

Febuary is now nocking the door


I am now presant in a month that's nearly go down to tutt . the beginning of this month is not like a human who have a life be wanting it to be . should the upcoming month to be much better than the past . but go hell with it , now here and today would be new . hoping every inch second 28 or more days would be extrodinary with the people i love . ouh and , will not forget to fullfill this text with HAPPY CHINEESE NEW YEAR ! to all that think or might be a chineese . i have receive 3 boxex of mandarin oranges from the chineese that my family have known . thank you for the most sweet tasting oranges ever , and for the other box just a delightful one to be sour .
hoping everyday making everyday been called a day =D



lonely no more !

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
Words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel

More than ever
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend
Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me and it's harmony
Boy, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything; just to get you back again
Why can we just try

I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you

I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

I don't wanna be lonely anymore

He calls

comes toward the appologize

things happen while in shock
he make it as a girl could wish . have no idea whose the creature might be the one occur this weird feelings towards both of us . the day that can be title cry , where things started . last night i had a conversation with my dearest trough phone . we talk about things that shoulden't be reconise . than she suddenly off the phone and here i am trying to send text , and that sudden , an upcoming calls been receive . comes the minute that i answer , i hear the voise that not suppose to be . words came out his mouth and spoke about things that i wanted him to know but not in this particular hour . few sentence are saying with word of wonder and some just wishing it to be silence . thanks for the oppurtinity to have a chance having someone to give their sorry and hoping for the right answer . you are meant to be happy just not with this writter . so sorry for everything , it has happen millions time before . just this one much more different and will never be forgotten .
ps : the quotes that you wish to read , will be just a memory and i will burn the last pieces so that will never be repeated while you are still breathing

I hate the way i am

the title above is just an intro to make you guys to be a desprate person standing to read .
the way things look , feeling makes the body feel hate in the whole area . that is totally not suppose to happen , but what can i do . things just did . the whole thing makes the whole things gone wrong . what did she have , what did i have . every eyes i want to see , all the creadit goes to her . i'm glad to be the one to see her happy , but why i'm the one to get hurt , every single time . stop me from asking why , stop it and be the one . it really hurts when the word why accurs . so please !

creatures

are you sure mister ?

as you all know , facebook will end sooner or later or than . well they will be a lot of controversi and will forever in your head dear founder .
every single person who know how to use a pc now talking about the same thing about the big ever news , ouh wow !  how not big . the things is , the problem that occurs for the facebook to be close is our own fault . not me , not you , but you my dear . you are so damn addicted to the web . the founder can't  take it anymore for those who did that . one thing is , give the man a life , every single day he will write about the facebook in his jurnal if he had one . so , for who out there , split the task into two which are , one group for protecting the existant of the web and the other one , stop making the founder barely hate him self for starting everything . thank you , so now , it is the time for me to online.

GONE

it has gone by the wave thats appear
i have lost to a war that not ment to be . thank you for making my hour with you to be the verybest ever . i'm not sure by the story but i am sure that it has happen . you were the one and that was it, no more . goodbye=)

should I

would there be something or just nothing at all
should I take a look at the back to see if there will be a single hope or chance to be . guess nothing but again there something and nothing . the thing is , should i say the sign but i'm not that desprete . hope that creature is . haha . what am i suppose to react or by taking any reaction to make things even worst . i am not hoping to high for it's but i think i am . the thinggie won't happen and that the promise i make for myself for worth and sake to chage . but please , i do want that . haha . not much but really really much . okay now i'm a stupid . let say , i just stand and be the best i could be and wait for the thing to take his own move or just nothing and stay forever there without nothing =D  there is a sentece making a statement that i'm not that desprate but the post pointing to the deprete thing in all and sorts of different ways .

speacial day for the very best of all the moms

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA !

I love you till the end of my lives plus the best mom i could ever have . you will always be the best woman in my heart and i really hope you'll be my mom when i still be exsisting in this very own earth . i love you so so so much . maybe a lot of you must be asking how old is she ? the ege topic would be very sensitive to be heard through her ears , so just make that 20 . haha . we as her children's have already given her a huge secret recepi cake . while my dearest abah , gave a wonderfull preasant that she could ask for . anyway again , happyhappy birthday and will forever love you mama ! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY =D

hey you , no you , yes you , this post is just and only for you
happy birthday my dear affea , wish you the best in everything you touch , you thinking or something , i really really hope this birthday will be the sweet one not the sour or even the worst , bitter ! best preasant will be decent later on , i'm sorry . anyway stay and still rockin the way you are <3

what's wrong

the assitement gone by gone along the the hour of waiting .
the facebook just making the feelings change on it's apposite side og beutiness . it's making me crazy enough to wait for absolutely nothing . there are a big rumors saying the things going to be shutdown without any exchange . is it just great and totally awesome . the thing is , you have to make the facebook be loaded a lot faster , PLEASE ! D=

just that and only that

school is the same , people is the same , family is the same , everything is the same , so what is the real purpose for these year to be appear in the mind of human . well i know you know that i know the answer , well get it . if you just take out a  word nope , well come here and i wisper BOO!!  through your ears .
well the word above already explain . so the below part is just to make a closer by saying goodbye and have a nice breathing air through your days by your nose =)

total sindrom

can't stand it no more
hey you people , i am also a lover korea . so what , do you have to be pointing out to much that you love them . it is not just you guys that have the sindrom , there are thousand or even a million out there loves korea k- pop . so don't be to judgegable about all the info in korean artist . hello , i do know lots of bio about them . the groups in every second will be given birth by a company , so don't think you know it all .

no more

no more that , no more this , no more anything
let see , what is the thing i need and don't . at first people with bitch brain ouh and lovielovie thingie . ouh yes , did i just said those words . that's just word , human can lie , and that is a fact that can't be hide . should i have the second thing i have list . NO ! that will be my final answer after this hour had come to end . study will be title that should and forever in my brain of red .books will be my weapon but nerd will not be mine . i have to change for the future to become . all the most listed  prohibeted stuff will remain on its ways . stop judging and stop talking dearest sofea .

here comes 2011

SORRY again and again and again and again , for the very long to keep posting in this particular blog which belongs to me and myself

hello there in a million times , now we already steps in the year of a wonderfull 2011 or something if you called it in other ways . i would be so glad if this 12 month makes the best move to state my faith to become better than the past years . i am now in form two , for this meantime , nothing can be describe in the column of awesomeness . well the short to explain , it's boring . don't know why . but however , it is fine to be seniors only in evening seccion . i have drop one class and i do despite that , don't get me wrong . the intension to be more tension is really making me excited to feel . but the subjects are very well for now , the teacher are the best the way they are . hoping all the ways things sucks will be improve and the thing is termendously well , just be there and don't move unless to be the very well best or something upper . nice to heard from me in this year =D