I do need but not love

there is about the craziest thing that you will read if your lucky

i don't know that the feeling i have is normal or even it is not called feelings . help me please because i'm accidently trap in this puzzles that will not forever done if it's the easiest thing on earth . let starts with if i'm like or in other word is admire to a guy , when i know the guy reply back my feelings , my dearest feeling will fly away right when i know it . am i weird if you just read the sentence up here . in my concern , if the guy do likes you back then you'll be the happiest person alive but the thing turns when it gets to me . why dearest god . have i done a really duper big sin to you . give some answers please because this thing will not makes me a love story you know . ARGHH !! why ? so , for the dude out there don't ever stop taking me as a friend neither i love you or not . if you do know that i love you , please say thanks and leave . after that let me be suffer with all this stupid crap of mine . what i just said is serious and make it as my special fever for you .

thanks to all that been wasting 3 minutes or more just to understand what i'm really saying . sorry for all the trouble but you just experiance my feeling that shouldent be reaveal .

enough with farytales

what to tell nothing to tell need to tell have to tell , get it . NO! well read .

future comes first for every single human in this planet that will not forever here . a lot to loose , a lot to do for the future isn't it? for myself as a normal student is for study and score for all the papers in exam . i love to see people in a very happy mood when they get their happiness . i freakin bad want that , so in other way i need to take the talented people as my private mentor . no more farytale , because in life there will not always end with happy ending right ? so live your life the way normal life sepose to be . i do fill sad for the student that keep doing their bad thing and get nowhere to go . so please change for one and only reason is to get a bright FUTURE for you and people that been loving you since you're given a title as a human .

 i end this post with goodbye and the best of luck for your life :D

please forgive me for everything

sorry that this thing won't last till our second month

i will never forget the time that we're texting . you are a great guy and i'm not a good girl . i'm sorry if i makes a lot of stupid mistakes which i really wanted it not to happen . we just HAVE to go our own way , in the right time , people , stuff and ofcourse in the right way . i have to loose contact with you just for your own good . loving me is not the reason that you have to make you're happiness go away , right . i'm sorry that if you call me , i will not pick up, when you text me , i will not reply , if you ask me , i will not answer, if you saw me , i will not look . SORRY ! if you're reading this post want thing i need this thing to happen is ,

LOVE ME DON'T ,LEAVE ME PLEASE!

you're really a good dude to spent time with . you're kindness will not fade away from my memories . this is the best and only way for us to find happiness . i'm sorry that the word that my friend send are hurting you . sorry for everything , sorry that this relationship will not last in time .

s-o-r-r-y

no secret are ment to be secret

something to tell that are already in the mind of my parents

DOOMcomes unexpectedly to us wherever , whenever , whoever we are . from one mistakes everything change . i can't tell you what actually really happen between me and time .  i'm sorry if this post doesn't gives you a clue what shit just happen . but how can i start this story starting in that single night . i really hope time comes back and stop for me to make my correction for the day that sucks . a group of feelings in two person are really dissapointed on me . nothing i can do for this hour but i am working really hard to make the trust comes back and i will forever lock it up never make it go away again when it comes.

i do realize , that it is all my fault and i'm the main point that the mad thingie happen . give me an oppurtinity to makes thing right .

mom dad , forgive me

The things we needed are the thing we hate most

hey you ! yes you . what are you waiting for,

no need an invitation just come and block your mind to fill it with a post.

you got my pleasure to tell you an information of mine . let's starts with why do people have to know about thing that we actually should know . you get what i mean . if the answer is not , well let me tell you a simillar problem like . . why does vegetable taste like garbage in green but not all the vegy just the most neutrisious of all . our parents just don't give up too keep telling us that vegetables are good for our health and like i heard after that is bla n bla . so enough for that true story of ours . heee
the things is, my final exam is really slowly came close to close to me to answer . i'm not the one who want this to happen, it's just all my teacher are begging for it to happen .haha , poor them. so, if you heard the word E to the X to the A to the M and what it spell EXAM ! you have to study for getting all your past knowledge back and suck in into our precious brain. arhh . . shouting is not the way you solve a problem. well the one and only way is STUDY ! YISHH ! I do hate that word .
my mom said that i must do well in this exam and she spend well her money on me . wee . . but the sentence is not just telling, it is a wish actually and it must come into the reality. half of the parents in Malaysia are not giving any privilage to their inocent children before the big exam starts. but my parents are different (like always) they giving what they have too but in the end the thing they want is THE MIGHTY RESULT . so wish me the best of luck and a brain that work well during my paper . I LOVE YOU stranger for helping me by giving me lots of luck and i do the same to you in any occasion your about to do .
see you if i'm still breathing through my big nose :D

Stop and Silent

hey guys, i need you to stay still as i'm whispering on this :)

Take a long look on the child in this picture, isn't she cute! SHE i guess . this picture discribe averything what about i need to tell you know so just listen. my dear home is too loud right now. I mean it big time, it is major loud like a big unknown grocery which full with lots of creature not only human, like i said lots of creature . you may know that my house is having a renovation only in the infront. gladly not the whole house of mine. i would like to see what will happen to my house after the big exchange but it might have many no no no a super duper much problem will about to occur. one thing i need you to know is actually. one of the workers is an old woman who is in the middle age of 80 something . you might thing that i'm joking coze not about 70 in age but now just 40 upper will not able to do hard stuff. but if you just see she pull out all her muscle to carry a very duper load in a easy way. but the noise not comes in every single day except sunday. YIPPY !! one day will makes many differents okay. the really bad news is not only about the noist but the DUST also an error for someone who have major alergy on it. HATE IT!! what can a girl in 13 can do right, HEY a lot of stuff okay. sory to all my fellow friend who come to visit in HARY RAYA  season. i'm not expecting my mom starts this project 3 DAYS before LEBARAN. isn't it amazing. ohh my mum, i love her. okay know, i have too much lines to say but thats all for now. any reservation to renovate your house please call the man with a brain. haha . .

so long farewell sister and the dude out there:)

Not loving the idea of long holiday

Hello to all of the owner of two eyes . I'm here to tell you a secret , well not anymore :)

You know what ? of all the students in form 3 are already in their big exam which is PMR ! haha . . shamed on you people but shame back on me!  after their finishing with their exam , the school with be theirs. you know why i'm saying that. it is because, that they don't need to worry about any subjects that will ruin your happy time in our childhood. In the meantime, for my whole class of form one will be given a week holiday, isn't it great. the question that i'm been asking is WHAT CAN I DO ? This past 4 days, i'm just sitting in a place in the same roof and doing so much crap thing. whoahh . . what an activity, but luckly my fwen had been decend to cheer me up in this lovely EARTH of ours . The subject that i'm actually telling you is ? a weak of bored holiday have come to the end. HOORAY!! . That word explain all okay ! finally i'm free from my sweet noisy house and went back to not so lovely school. I can meet all my loveble and hatess teacher ever without completing my homework . That's all for this night. if the word is too much or too many , it is all under my consern not yours. hate to read, just don't. love to read, keep the good job !

may all the Malasian people in one peace :)

A big thank you has been send

a dreams just been given by a wonderfull creature

if you just take a look of what this blog had become. isn't it amazing , just click there and there and not forget over there have turn this blog into a fun house. The big news that I been dying to tell you is, the person who created every inch of this blog is my dear friend title QISTIE for short. damn.. i love her. not to mension she's a member of BOFYTOOYAZZ . She's the 'TOO' part not knowing that she is my neighbour too . see!how close we are. so i'm guessing this post is just and only about her. Thank you dear ! Don't be jealous, that i'm not mensioning about others, it's just , i'm thrilled when i first saw what this blog had become , without any warned letter . haha ! anyway thanks again for your kindness QIS! sory to all or any of my stalker that i only mension her name. leter on, if you do nice , i'll return nice. so long for now .

(:GOODBYE:)

The things that makes me feel

 

 My friends or better known as BOFYTOOYAZZ !

maybe a step of new things before it happen .I do love them , but they might be a lot of drama in us are just about to get explode.The name of a crue will be given which comes with a promise . Some are weird and some are awesome just to make a sigle promise . but our promise is something interesting to know and it is a secret . Sory to say.between us might have ego and hateness , but in the end we realise we just a fucking lovable people .to love every sigle of them is easy. to make it even which is hard . i don't know about you but I feel that way ok .just in case you guys are wondering how in the world , we came out with the name of our crew.well actually we just combined our names and BOOM !! it happen.

one thing I need you to test your brain in this question .

HOW MANY OF US ?

whoahh . . what a question , hee..

may god bless you for the day you reading this (:

OPENING WEB

Hello there , for the first time this blog been compose by myself.I would love to know your oppinion of my dear life base on true malaysia story :)kidding much. This might be bored to read as I'm telling you people about my life .neather you love it nor hate it. I don't care. There I say it !hoping by opening this web would be the right decision to make.if you just read this crap , you just be my new stalker.thank you for everything
may all of you in peace