would there be something or just nothing at all
should I take a look at the back to see if there will be a single hope or chance to be . guess nothing but again there something and nothing . the thing is , should i say the sign but i'm not that desprete . hope that creature is . haha . what am i suppose to react or by taking any reaction to make things even worst . i am not hoping to high for it's but i think i am . the thinggie won't happen and that the promise i make for myself for worth and sake to chage . but please , i do want that . haha . not much but really really much . okay now i'm a stupid . let say , i just stand and be the best i could be and wait for the thing to take his own move or just nothing and stay forever there without nothing =D there is a sentece making a statement that i'm not that desprate but the post pointing to the deprete thing in all and sorts of different ways .
