when is the time that i'm actually getting taller ?

please my dear beloved god , i am very grateful for who i am but please can i be taller ?

so , you see this tiny cute dinasaur up here which rawring for people to see it in a upper level . these case is actually making a statement that the thing want to get taller from days to days in the correct level for it self . HEY! wake up you guys ,i'm talking about me , goshh ! i really do want to get taller and ofcourse not like really duper taller , just having a height that nice for me .not that i'm not grateful by what i am but there is nothing wrong for a teenage girl to have needed and hope . i need a favor from your guys to pray for me , oups , i mean for all the creature that still needed this crap to keep going in their human body . thank you for everything who will and not pray for all to get taller. this post are saying a lot of junk and it's nothing actually :)

so last word from my dispecable mouth , for who the one that still breathing , please do take care , for who the one that almost dying , please do cross the light safely and make it fast and for the one who are dead , may your soul rest in peace .

breathing in a new web

a big change have been made and you here to be the witness

hello there, of all witneses out there that are lucky to see my new colour . as you can see , my blog had turn into colourful stuff and made a lot of changes . i hope by changing a few of the tool in this blog will be a good thing to do and take all of your heart to visit it from time to time . the reason is also , i felt very poor to the owner of two gorgeous eye that just seeing the same thing over and over again , whenever their spending time to view my blog . this post is actually to inform that i or in other word my friend have kindly to waste time just to make your aye in a good condition by looking at this web . a message for my dear friend , Qistina , i'm sorry if i changed everything that you have done . i'll hope there will be no feelings hurt . a big thank you to my dearest Dayah for putting effort to make this blog in this wonderful way .thank you for everything and for nothing.

so , for my followers , do ENJOY and have a nice hour :)

Do life need me ?

do i have the perfect and forever place in these whole wide world ?

 

sometimes , however i felt in deep and deeper feeling that i'm not worth it to be in this beutiful life of human races . from day to days , i felt if i'm not here what different would i make because i've seen that my family will have happiness as soon my soul dissapear and my dear friends have their life withuout me just fine. am i saying the right word ? why am i saying this if i'm not looking bye my own two round naked eyes . i always felt lonely , for this meantime , none seem to understand me well and completely . WHY ? i have so much time to use and waste in my long journey of life , but now when i'm 13 i seem to loose hope . i know and will always keep telling my self to live whenever your given time by god to breath . and i'm sending this message as i'm telling you to live your life and won't you ever miss it for a second . 

life is a juorney and the road that we chose is the journey we shall have !